One Day My Life Will Be Normal

My life is well...tumultuous. Its best described as a rollercoaster of unexpected events and out-turns that make it hard to prepare for and even harder to anticipate. Something is always hitting the fan, pissing someone off, making someone happy, keeping someone else just short of content. It is a myriadic quagmire of contradictions that even I hardly understand. My life is so full of surprises that it keeps me guessing. As stressful as it may sound, I wouldn't have it any other way.

Yeah, I could use less stress, more sleep, better food, more frequent work outs, a better school schedule, and a less dramatic family. But that would be...normal. Everyone these days is looking for these things, trying to make themselves fit the mainstream. Why bother? No matter how much I try to conform I'm ultimately going to be me. So why bother trying to conform to the perpetuated societal norm, mores, and ideals when I can just be me?

So yeah, life is stressful and I could be doing a lot of things better. But until my life starts becoming normal, well, I'm just going to keep living it up.